Wednesday, May 19, 2010

It worked...He's trying!!

I haven't written in a few days because I wanted to get my thoughts together. I am so happy to announce that my letter worked! He's willing to give us a chance. He said he's still unsure about all of this but is willing to give it another shot! I can see my future so clearly now! I am going to do everything I can, read every book I can find to show this man that I love him dearly every day. I am going to give this man the world. There is no going back now! I could tell that my letter got him thinking the nite he read it when he didn't feel like going to play poker. I just don't know how to put all of my thoughts into words! I am going to start by becoming a better mother and homemaker! That in turn will allow me more time to spend with my children and the love of my life. I will do everything to try to make this house a home! A haven that he can come home to every day. A place that he wants to come home to! I will do my damnest to get the laundry done up, and the house company ready every day. I will make sure I am as romantic every day as I possibly can be. From cards, to letters, to poems, gifts, and just spending time with him! I want to learn so much about him. His hopes, dreams, fears, thoughts and feelings. Maybe I'll start by getting a movie for us to watch tonight and just holding him in my arms...or a bubble bath together! I need to start taking better care of the outside of our yard as well. Getting the flower beds weeded and the porches cleaned up. Getting the stuff in the garage unpacked and organized! I want to do everything for this man that I have failed to do the last 6 years of our marriage. I can't believe we're going to make it to our 8th wedding anniversary in just a few short months! Well I'd better get busy on taking care of my family, home and marriage. I want him to see a big difference when he wakes up from his nap! I'll try to write more tonight once the kids are in bed, if I have time...I might be spending it with my hubby tho!

1 comment:

  1. YAY congrats Natalee, that is what I was praying for, God will see this through, I will continue to pray for your family and the great strides you will need to work on to save the marriage. If you ever want to talk, just say so.

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